Alway say All is good:

In my own life, I,ve struggled. I've struggled not only with the effort it took to develop my talents & become a great bureaucrats, but also with paying the bills and learning how to live a life balanced with material comforts and artistic success. In the midst of my struggle, I didn't give up and I feel that I persevered. I wanted to be a person that I didn't know if I could ever truly become. I wondered why I was born with the deepest desire to achieve a dream, yet seeming without the ability to fulfill it?

I did have talent, but my talent was like a sleeping gaint that needed to be awakened and the secret to awakening that talent was often brought on by pain and struggle.

I have spent everyday fighting a mistake I didn't even make. Never give up or turn to a false imaginary hope to fix your problem. Fight with every red blood cell you have. It is all we have in the universe so use it.

It's just a whole different thing, and it's just that my life has been a blessing, and I thank god every day for the gifts.